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沈淀半年，最强新人高尔宣从心出发呐喊出最沉痛的告白「So Bad」
甫入围2020第三十一届金曲奖最佳新人以及最佳歌曲的高尔宣OSN，在2019推出新专辑『#osnrap』後，在台湾娱乐圈像是一阵飓风，得到国内外不同的音乐奖项肯定，也获得许多歌迷的支持；本来应该欣喜与自豪的成绩，却为他带来许多的痛苦与烦恼，甚至要去看心理医生。

「收到多少爱，就得承受多少误解，我的荣幸 哪怕一切都是陷阱」
2019年底推出新歌「no name」，述说着成名过後带来的悲伤与愤怒；而过了半年，OSN再从这些情绪中，找出更深层的无奈独白也是对自己悲伤的释放；在年初，有许多关於他前段恋情的新闻，OSN也在这首歌中写下他选择沈默的感受。

「I’m sorry，I won’t talk about it，沈默代表我一定会保护到底」
年仅23岁，能有多成熟以及多少力量去面对处理这一切，不管私事或是多小的事，都将被放大检视；到最後才发现，「保持沈默」是最能保护这一切的方法，至少不去破坏曾经有的美好回忆！这首新歌「So Bad」是由陶山音乐金曲制作人陶山Skot Suyama与OSN一起创作，用轻柔的钢琴与简单的吉他旋律进歌，就像安静地进到OSN的心里，然後发现那片浓得化不开的黑暗悲伤，你准备好，再一次听见OSN最深层的悲痛告白了吗？

高尔宣 OSN「So Bad」歌词
词：高尔宣 OSN，陶山 Skot Suyama
曲：高尔宣 OSN，陶山 Skot Suyama

So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one
I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do

I ain’t complaining
当我拥有一切 how could I complain it
收到多少爱就得承受多少误解
我的荣幸 哪怕一切都是陷阱

I ain’t complaining
I’m just saying
一切真的不是你想像的那种愿景yeah
如果不会留下伤害
Sometimes 我也想过默默离开

That’s right shame on me
I never want it all want this fame on me
我只是凡人what you want from me
床头的药罐making fun of me

Yeah
Y’all don’t understand 我的病因不只一个
Take more pills more problems more liquor
演好你的角色别露馅
I thought that we could handle this like grown man

So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one
I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do

I’m sorry
I won’t talk about it
沈默代表我一定会保护到底
But stop lying 我快看不到妳
如果不是妳 Then I won’t even give a fuck about it

我也想要开心的笑
我也想要医生别再开新的药 that’s true
说是为了保护我的大脑
想要咆哮 but it’s a mental lockdown

Look
I ain’t no saint
Everybody different
Everybody two faced
Everybody judging
Everybody lying to
Everybody stupid
Everybody shut up just mind your own business
我们总是不知不觉看着那片天空
却忘记自己双脚已经站在哪里
Damn
I gotta slow down
Gotta slow down
找回遗失大部分的自己

So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
Tell me what am I supposed to do
And tell me why you wanna burn what we had
When everything I did was for you
Tired to be the only one
I’m not your Earth, and your Moon, and your Sun
So tell me why you wanna hurt me so bad
And what am I supposed to do